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Some things just aren't worth it.

Mon Sep 21, 2009, 4:09 PM
After a day of heavy emotion- starting wonderful, ending with the world crashing down around me- I've finally come to a decision. Because some things just aren't worth it.
It's been six months that I've been with my boyfriend. i love him dearly. And I'm not doing anything to compromise things with him. I made a promise to him. And I'm keeping it. some of you may know what I'm talking about others are probably confused.... well, actually- those of you that I KNOW read my journals will probably know what I'm talking about- probably.....
I'm keeping my promise, entirely. He trusted me, and I'm going to do my best to earn that trust. I don't want to lose his trust, I don't want to hurt him. Not now, not ever. some of you may understand- if you know what I'm even talking about- one I know is going to be very distraught, and for that I'm sorry.

I can't make everyone happy. Watching my beloved I see that clearly now. What's fair for one person is not fair for another. Makeing the promise that I did wasn't fair for one. But the one I made the promise to- he's done nothing for me to break his trust. Breaking a promise wouldn't be fair to him. And dancing on the fine line- that's not fair to anyone.

for those of you who still want to watch me- I have another account on here. Message me- and I'll give you the user name.

May life bring you joy.

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: RENT and Taylor Swift....
  • Reading: the chat box on wow
  • Watching: my poor korika die DX
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: potatoe soup!!!
  • Drinking: hot cocoa~

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  • Favourite movie: The princess bride
  • Favourite band or musician: Donna Lewis, Black Eyed Peas, Madona
  • Favourite genre of music: Soundtracks!
  • Favourite artist: AllisonSmith Sonitweek Kidchan
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  • Favourite style of art: Mixed Media and traditional
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  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa and iPod
  • Favourite game: The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time/ Master Quest
  • Favourite gaming platform: N64, Gamecube, PS2, SuperNintendo, DS. Ican't deside!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sango-sama, The Barron, Momiji, Night
  • Personal Quote: Cuz' I'm jsut weird like that...
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:iconhentai-kitty:
thanks for the :+fav:

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the sexth sence "i see bouncing boobs"
all [[ Hentai ART ]] inside
:iconmoyashi-chan:
Thanks so much for the fave! It's much appreciated :heart: :love:

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There are times when the darkness engulfs me and I see no hope...no light. Then I am alone until someone eventually shows up.
:iconmemory-of-lakaeos:
O.O rekhgkewhg

When did you update?!?!? D8>

*Goes to see* :sprint:

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Been a long road to follow...
:iconmidnight-sama:
heehee. I've been updating lately. ^.^

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Wondering what it must be like-
To live a life without problems-
Without insecuritys-
And realizing-
That my problems aren't so bad-
In comparison to the bordem
of a life without them.
:iconblueskye27:
Thank you for the :+fav:. :heart:
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Thank you for :+devwatch:

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A drunk driver is very dangerous. So is a drunk backseat driver if he's persuasive. "Dude, make a left. Those are trees...Trust me..."
- Demetri Martin
:icontoontwins:
Thanks for the :+fav:s :highfive:

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-- Dattebayo
:icontemiisen:
Hey, it's me, the Temari from NYAF you fought in the second round of the kendo tournament n__n how are you?

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Ca me fait du bien~ ♥
:iconmidnight-sama:
I is good. Playing with my new toys from the Fest.
our fight was so much fun! ^.^ with any luck my friends actually filmed it. ^.^

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Wondering what it must be like-
To live a life without problems-
Without insecuritys-
And realizing-
That my problems aren't so bad-
In comparison to the bordem
of a life without them.

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